My New Year

I had a blast as always at my mothers for New Years, but there was something that bugged me. I feel like my New Years it slowly dying, like my Christmas did so many years ago. I know it is up to the family to keep it going, but ever since my brothers stopped going, every year it gets smaller and smaller and less festive.

I hope that it does not die, that is the only holiday that I have with my family. Christmas's and birthdays are dead. I do not remember the last time my family got together for my birthday and half the time my family forgets about everyone's b-day.

Holidays in my family just keep losing their significance. But if new years is taken away from me, that will majorly suck! But I think if I work hard enough I can bring my family back together, I have slowly been doing just that for the past few years. My family means the world to me and being a family orientated person with a broken family takes a lot of work for me to be satisfied.

I have faith, New Years will not die. Not if I have something to say about it.

Here I go again, on my control trip. Hehe