I feel like there is something missing in m y life and I know exactly what it is caused from. I feel like I NEVER have time for anything anymore. I can't go out and have fun because I always have so much shit to do, and a result is that I feel my connections with friends are dying. But hey that has been my life for the past 3 year. I should be used to it by now.
It is just so frustrating that I don't have time to do the things that I want, and it is getting old. And then I think people don't fully understand how busy I am. A few do, but not everyone.
It is just so stressful. I have a shit ton of work to do that causes stress, and when I can not have fun, that causes more stress. I have caught myself growing envious of other people just because I can't go out and do things anymore. It is not that I dont want to, it is because I can't. And when I do get my tasks done, I am just to exhausted to care about anything else.
I don't know, I miss friends, my family, and just having fun. But the more I try to have fun, the less it happens just because I have this list of things to do that NEVER ends.
About Me
- Asuka飛鳥 Nosaka野坂
- Ft Collins, Colorado, United States
- I am now a Senior at Colorado State University and I am an Ethnic Studies major minoring in Sociology. I am a Ethnic Studies major because I wish to create change in this country and to have an impact on my community.
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