Its been a while stranger...

I don't remember how long it has been since I last posted a blog, been to busy. So here is the update.

1: I have gotten into soccer, like I am obsessed with it. I play like 4-6 times a week and I have gotten in shape some. This fall I am joining a COED team here at CSU. Come watch me play.

2: I am single again. I went out with this guy kiko for about 3 months, and during that three months it was filled with raw emotions. LOL. JK. No but it was rough, Kiko is far less mature than I am, always made fun of me, wasn't always considerate but he was sweet. During our relationship, he was flirting with a lot of girls that I totally called him out on. One of these girls he was trying to get with before we got close. So ya, that put a major strain on our relationship. Well I decided a week or so back to take a break because we never got to see eachother, and well 3 days later I see her with that girl he was flirting with. And then I learned that she was 16! he is about to be 23. I date winners let me tell ya.

3: I am pretty pathetic, let me tell ya. I am still madly in love with a guy that I was never really with, only in secret. I didn't talk to him for 3 months, shut him out of my life, and let me tell ya, that did not work at all. We started talking again and I again realized how much I still miss him. I have decided that I am not going to date anyone till I get over him. Its not fair to the other guys that I am still caught up on J. My best friend was suppose to come see me this weekend, and hang out. But he has feelings for me and said that it is prob for the best that we don't because he has to watch out for himself and he doesn't want me to hurt him. I feel like he was expecting me to do something like that, makes me feel AWESOME about myself :(

4: Single, a term I need to be in more touch with, I have been in and out of relationships for a long time, and I am SO over it. I don't even want to even think about it! I am tired of the drama, the dealing with BS, ALL OF IT. So ya, I think that I will just chill, let my heart heal.

5: COLLEGE! I am soooooo excited for the semester to start, I am so over this summer thing. LOL I want to fill my mind with knowledge and just have fun and meet new people. Like NEW NEW NEW people.