So I have two weeks of classes and a week of finals left. I am pretty excited about that and a little nervous. Hope I pass but I have confidence that I will.
Feels like I have grown so much this year. It's amazing. I knew the transition from High school to college was going to be a change but wow! It's amazing how much a person grows and all that they learn from it. I mean I have learned to be proud of who I am, I feel like my family is closer now than before, I have made friends that I am completely thankful for. It is just an amazing experience. I feel that every day I grow and learn from the daily events. And it is so nice to have this feeling.
But there are times that are rough. Missing my mother is a big one, I feel that our relationship has been taken to a whole other lever. We both have done A LOT of growing up and its so nice to be able to be not just mother and daughter, but Friends. Since college I have help her discover her Japanese roots again, along side with me. I can tell that deep down she misses her heritage, and since it is a complete mystery to me I am learning while she is touching ground again with the Japanese culture. It is really nice.
It is also hard to face when you realize who your true friends are when you leave for college. It is hard watching ties you once had with people literally crumble at your feet and you witness such events. But this makes me thankful for those back home who still talk to me and who still wish to maintain thos
e bonds. There are not many but those who are still there, I am thankful.But this was just something on my mind that I though I would share. Thank you those who are patient with me and help me grow. I love and miss so many people.
Wish me luck with finals.
<3
Asuka
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