Stress of watching friends leave and having so many close friends live far away.

Its is insane, within a months time period I have had to watch so many people I care about move away.

My best friend Lisa is moving to Germany and might be there for a While if she gets into school there. That is going to suck because she is always that random, "hey lets do this" type person. It is going to hard without my Lisa here.

Jason is far gone, we didn't say goodbye, we have too much history to make it easy. I think it is even hard for us to stay friends. So I let him be. It still sucks because I miss his friendship and wish we could of kept that.

My best friend living an hr away and my schedule NEVER letting me see him is a pain in my ass. I really wanna hang with him, and just spend time with him because he makes me happy. But every weekend something comes up or someone screws me over or I have work. It is becoming a real pain. I just want his epic hug that he has promised me about. And the reality of friends moving and being so far away is just really getting to me and It would be nice to hang with him. I feel the dark days creeping slowly over me.

Hopefully this will pass soon, but if it doesn't I know that I will texting Mr Edward for a while. Sometimes I hate how time has to always be moving, I feel left behind yet again. I think I just need to buy a shit ton of vid games and spend my time geeking out.