Well I went for almost a month without the BS bothering me

Yet again, I am in a situation that sucks ass. Lack of communication is stupid. Yet I just feel like it was kept from me. Of course I was not going to be involved with the fun while she was there. No wonder I was not asked to join.

I personally think it is stupid that you cant hang out with the both of us because she has a hatred of me, or gets hurt seeing us together. The only way that she is going to be able to get over it and accept it is see us together. You protecting her is just causing her more harm. But whatever, I guess you do not see it that way.

I just think this situation is stupid. I have gone about a month without caring or not being affected by it but tonight just bugged me. I mean if she would just accept us together and stop all this bs, she wouldn't feel as bad. But there is no use trying to persuade someone who's head is hard as a rock....